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Connie Kass-Oppenheim

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[Jan. 29th, 2006|07:28 pm]
Connie Kass-Oppenheim
Well once again i'm sorry i lost her. But such is life.

humm what else. My brother jack is getting married on july 17th and I'm the maid of honor. it should be cool half the family agrees with it and the other doesn't

Me and colin are trying to talk alittle bit. God i miss him sooo much. wow i haven't seen him since my third admission.
I miss melissa I just have to get my lazy ass up and go see her. Same goes for lisa. Wow, lisa it's been like a year. After i went into the hospital we kinda drifted but you were always by my side.
And donal . . .donal donal donal- what to say about him. Of course i love him and we hang out everyday. I hope he doesn't get sick of me. sometimes we butt heads and he'll leave but come back. he's bitching now about the soda, he siad I drank it all . . .and yeah i did. I tryed to convince him i didn't but i'm . . .guilty. Donal's a bitch. I'm sorry I stand to be corrected "the" bitch.

Well, Sharyl died. I don't think i mentioned it. She commieted suicide at my house. It's so painful to remember the last time I saw her alive. she was so scared, I held her hand. She didn't want to die untill it was too late. Everyday I hate myself for her death. I sometimes feel at fault I should have payed more attention. I should hae turned around 3 seconds before hand. then maybe she'd still be here with me.

I quit thinking about killing myself
when you died
just for a day or two
i must have wanted to
just for a day or two
I must have wanted to live

I quit believing these lies I tell myself
when you died
just for a day or two
I must have wanted to
just for a day or two
I must have wanted the truth

I will always love you my friend
now that you died
but just for a day or two
I'd like to be with you
just for a day or two
I'd like to have you alive

I'd like to have you alive Sharyl.
I have a tatoo in memory of her- It says Sharyl in cursive with a rose wrapped around it, her dates of death and a rising sun.
Sharyl- She's my best friend.
Rose- symbolizes death.
Dates- When she died 10.27.04
Sun- As her life ened, mine began.
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[User Picture]From: miserysangel
2006-01-30 01:36 am (UTC)
i still think of you everyday and miss you more than words can say.

love always,
~li
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